Thursday, June 11, 2009
♥ 2:03 PM
i've wasted the whole day ytd to finish up the olympics essay.
which means i've used the com from morning till night.
first time leh, i hope my short-sightedness won't get worsened.
had been watching code geass.
lelouch is super shuai. :D
watch 15 episodes. quite interesting.
just found out cell bonding's at 20-21 june.
i dun noe if i shld write it here but, i really dun felt like going.
actually, i dun like going to any cell bondings.
who would like to go cell bondings when she is all alone?
i had been complaining to my friends.
i noe i'm bad.
it's quite difficult to get them to church now.
maybe partly cos of my complainings.
but some who had went before, don't like it at all.
i used to love going to church.
i think it's fun and stuff and i thought i had really nice friends out there.
but somehow after i am separated from sixuan,
i don't talk to them anymore, i'm closed in my own world.
i always hoped cell discussions can end quickly.
going to church is like a burden to me now.
i've become so bad.
my attendance is always 100%.
but now, even though sixuan is in a different cell
and her not going to church doesn't matter much,
i still skipped church.
way before we were separated, i don't mind going alone.
gosh.
i going crazy.
i hate saturdays except for 9.30pm onwards (cos of boys over flowers. haha.)
ps. kimbum very shuai!! :D
